It’s my sound insulation. Otherwise, you’ll hear my thumping heartbeat across 3000 trees and 600 rivers.
是我隔音效果太好了，否则，你一定能听到我砰砰的心跳声，隔着三千颗树，六百条河。
14 years old. “Mom, I have a girlfriend.” “It’s too small. It’s too small.”
Sixteen years old. “Mom, I have a girlfriend.” “No, it’s divided.”
18 years old. “Mom, I have a girlfriend.” “College Entrance Examination, score.”
Twenty-four years old. “Mom, I have a girlfriend.” “How long have you been together?”
“Ten years.”
14岁。“妈我有女朋友了。”“太小，分了。”
16岁。“妈我有女朋友了。”“不行，分了。”
18岁。“妈我有女朋友了。”“高考，分了。”
24岁。“妈我有女朋友了。”“在一起多久了？”
“十年。”
What I think about is her, let the three thousand flowers fall in my dream.
心中想的就是她，任凭梦里三千落花。
One day, there will be a book that you can read at your bedside. The mouthwash beside the washroom is your foundation liquid. The white shirt in the dressing room is filled with your white skirt. The car seat is your exclusive location. Your friends will never know your appearance, even the night alone in the living room, and when I come back, it will be our happiest little thing. Then in front of me, you stride close and hold my hand. I bow my head and say to you, let’s go home.
总会有一天，我的床头有你随意翻看的书，洗漱室的漱口水旁是你的粉底液，更衣室的白衬衫里夹杂着你的白裙，车副座是你的专属位置，朋友无一不知道你的样子，连夜晚独自在客厅，等我归来都成了我们最幸福的小事。然后我在前方，你大步靠近并握住我的手，我低头对你说，我们回家。
Unfortunately, when I secretly love you, you don’t know. Unfortunately, when I like you, you have a boyfriend. Say a word of spanking, I was super happy on the day of your lovelorn.
不巧啊，我暗恋你的时候，你不知道。不巧啊，我喜欢你的时候，你有男朋友。说句欠揍的话，你失恋那天，我超级开心。
Once we identify one thing, our thinking becomes very one-sided.
一旦我们认定一件事的时候，我们的想法就会变得很片面。
At last, we have matured as we had hoped, but we can no longer hide our loneliness in the name of youth.
我们终于如曾经所愿趋于成熟， 却再也不能以青春的名义掩饰孤独。
I thought that as long as you have, there will be no suffering in this world. Later, I found out that you are the suffering of the world, my suffering.
我以为只要有你，便没有这世间疾苦。到后来才发现，你就是这世间疾苦，我的苦。