生活已经很艰辛了，吃颗糖再走，希望前路，平安喜乐。
Life has been very hard, eat a sugar and go, hope the way ahead, peace and happiness.
那时初中晚自习，她偷偷摸摸地在教室里吃橘子被班主任抓到了，班主任罚她上台在全班面前表演吃橘子，然后她就真的掏出三个橘子一瓣一瓣剥着吃。
班主任问她：“难道你没有什么想说的吗？”她愣了一下，看向教室另一角落的我“那个……你要吃一个吗？”全班大笑，但那好像是我第一次心动。
At that time, she secretly ate oranges in the classroom and was caught by the head teacher. The teacher punished her to perform eating oranges in front of the whole class, and then she really took out three oranges and peeled them one by one.
The teacher asked her, “don’t you have anything to say?” She was stunned and looked at me in the other corner of the classroom “Would you like one? ” The class laughed, but it seemed to be my first heart attack.
每天只想快点回家躲到被窝里，毕竟在外面跟演戏似的。
Every day I just want to go home and hide in the quilt, after all, it’s like acting outside.
头脑可接受劝告，心却不能，当摔到心脑合一时，想要的几乎已不是原来的样子， 这就是现实。
The mind can accept advice, but the heart can’t. when the heart meets the brain for a while, what you want is almost not the same as the original. This is the reality.
哪里来的那么多人生感悟，不过是碰壁后的自我安慰。
There are not so many life insights, but the self comfort after failure.
想念让人醉熏熏的酒精和黏腻腻的夏天，街边昏黄的路灯，叫声不停的知了，夜晚的路边摊。好像喜欢上一个人，就喜欢上整个夏天。
I miss the intoxicating alcohol and sticky summer, the dim yellow street lights, the incessant sound of cicadas, and the roadside stalls at night. It seems that if I like someone, I like the whole summer.
我不想你只在喝多了之后想我，我想你清醒的每一秒心里都有我。
I don’t want you to think of me after drinking too much. I want you to have me in your heart every second when you are awake.
奔月失败了，我故意的，因为我想在人间继续喜欢你。
I deliberately failed to run to the moon, because I want to continue to like you in the world.
以前睡不着是单纯的睡多了， 现在睡不着是因为环境 ，因为人 ，因为事， 因为烦。
In the past, it was simply too much sleep. Now it is because of the environment, because of people, because of things, because of boredom.
